No such thing.

"Welcome to the real world, she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat, take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits and maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for"

Ladies and gentlemen,
courtesy of Mr John Mayer; No Such Thing.

Great great song. Gets to me every time. And well, I went Subang Parade for quite few hours. Guess what? I need to get a summer job. Only its nearly winter on the other side of the world. Its monsoon season here in Malaysia, right at the garisan khatulistiwa. So its either HOT HOT HOT or RAIN RAIN RAIN. But we should appreciate it. Its not like in the desert or something. No water, drought. Like in the looking for the rain God, where they ended up killing kids for rain, which is superstitious and stupid I might add. And didn't I tell you? I've been wasting empty time slots blogging. Eh, what the heck. I probably am filling your ample time browsing the internet and what do you know? You're sneak peeking at my life. So it works both ways backo! I write you read. Great team! SCORE!! I'm happy to post my empty words. Because I'M BORED. And did I mention I had 2 movies in line waiting for me last night? Guess what? I didn't watch it. Ended up watching Gilmore girls on pc. ;D So yah, I've been growing up since Junior High with that TV series. Only now I'm faster than National TV. What wonders streamyx + pc can do. Only somehow its illegal. Oops. Still a true Malaysian hidden there. So yah, back at my so called summer job, mom says its just to fill time in before college which by the way its in 3-4 weeks time. I don't mind though. I had a job last year, was working as a waitress. Bloody hell tiring. But good experience though. So I was thinking somewhere near Taipan right, since its nearer and all. And there was this Art Gallery there once, and WOW I BET IS FRIGGIN NICE TO WORK IN AN ART GALLERY! Don't you think so? So I passed the gallery today, guess its already closed. Tak ada rezeki lah saya. Tell me about it! Low response from the residence of USJ i reckon. So anyway, just as long as its not koman. ;D So was thinking of a bookstore maybe? But big bookshop macam all Chinese? Don't think they'll employ a Malay kid. Not being a racist here, don't get me wrong! Probably they want someone who can speak mandarine or cantonese well. And all I can say is "Ngo em sek gong cantonese ah." or "Em koi sai." or "Sei lah lei!" or "Lei sek mei ah?" or "Ngo chiow sin ah." etc etc. That's cantonese in case you do not know, and now my mandarin side; "Wo ai ni!" Haha. Ok I think thats it. And of course thank you in mandarin. What? Yah I know, I'm a multi-talented kid. Hah. Enough praising! Ok you may shoot me in the head right now. So anyway, don't get me wrong, in case you do not know me well, its just the way I joke around. So yah, I was just joking about the whole multi-talented kid. So I reckon big bookshop is not a choice. Next choice; a boutique? Hah YES! They have kinda nice shops there in Taipan. So I HOPE THERE'S A JOB WAITING FOR ME! Can dress up too! HAHA. And you can drop by to buy me lunch or something. I mean c'mon! You NEED to see me before college! So anyway, I told mom I would find a job after everything is settled, you know college shopping list. It just keeps growing when I'm suppose to be cutting down some. What? I'm a girl. And a GROWING one too! So pardon me when I'm already thinking about make up. I know! Nad + MakeUp = is that even possible? And while me dear LipGloss and MakeUp friend is laughing at the way I put eyeliner on my eye, which by the way went HORRIBLE. Don't even get her started. So well, I will learn one day! But not really looking forward to it. But, the time will come eventually. Oh my God, I'm growing up. Oh and if you're already tired straining your eyes dry, you might as well stop now. I've a long way to go, I haven't even started at Subang Parade yet. Yes, just click that close button or simple press ALT+F4. Thanks for dropping by!! Oh, that's one eager beaver!

So anyway, Subang Parade trip;
I was waiting outside the A-Look shop right, one of the kids was checking her optical illusion and getting new glasses done. Hah. Funny how glasses never worked for me. Let see.. I had 4 glasses throughout eight years on having to wear them, I think I SELDOM wear them. I still can see, so er.. =) After I walked to MPH to get myself a girly magazine December/January issue, I stood outside, looking down at the people walking by. And there was this dude arranging handbags on the shelves getting ready for customers. Didn't get to see his face if you're wondering is he hot or not. Anyway, does it even matter? Its not even related to what I'm going to tell you. Then there was this kid passed by in school uniform. Hmmm baru habis paper kot? I thought to myself. Yeh geh. So, the thought striked me like my kid brother running towards my tummy. Er not exactly. Anyway, here's a confession; in school I'm a totally different kid, but outside school; I'm otherwise. Well not fully, but thoroughly. If you see me outside school, you wouldn't know I'm the kid who particularly ran with my arms wide open and shout out loud through the school's hallway. Outside; I look proper. Not so proper, but much more proper than I am in school, with my serabai hair. And in school, I'm not afraid to jump, to shout, to laugh out loud, despite of course what people would say, but what the heck? The world is mine! But not outside school, its different. And to my fright, I'm not gonna have any of my playtime in school anymore. Yah playtime, like a kid gets a playtime at a nursery, that's what school is to me. And you know what? I'm not gonna have any of them anymore. Its time to grow up. And stop being loud, scream, shout in public. In moderate amount of course. I mean I can't stop fully! I can't help it. My adrenaline is way uncontrollable. So er yah. Its sad in many ways, gotta find a good thing about it. OK maybe there's more good thing about it. One for instance, I'm bloody 17 and I SHOULD BLOODY STOP JUMPING AROUND LIKE A BLOODY RETARD. Second, school's over, time for the real world. Thirdly, ahh. I'm not gonna go on forever. So yah, college life is going to be way different. Everyone will be in control and all. So I guess I have to act like a grown teenager? Haha. Fake. Whatever lah just see what comes along the way. But I WILL miss my playtime in school! =/

Then, (Ok I TOLD YOU IT WILL GET DRAGGY - why didn't you leave earlier? Yah yah you may go!) I was looking at this pharmacy next to Rock Corner - which by the way I stopped by earlier to check out Still Life but tak ada! Tengah import! Bagero. Er ok stop cursing, sorry. And I was searching for my shampoo, then there was this guy he was like, Man there's only a tight selection but he didn't get emotional and stuff or rather throw tantrums like men do easily. Haha. Then I just paid whatever I've took. So I went to another pharmacy just to get my shampoo. Then, on my way up to the escalator where my mom was waiting for me in the car, he bumped into me and said " Hey sexy, can I buy you a drink?" Ew. No. I was just joking, I would probably by then take out my pepper spray ( which by the way I do no own ). Haha. Man I should not say that out loud, so the chance of me getting into trouble is higher since now the whole knows about me not having a pepper spray. But whatever. He said, "Hey, you managed to buy a lot of stuffs!" And I just smirked and told him I had to walk all the way back to Watsons to get it, and he said I was smart. Er. Ok. So he asked my opinion on getting a present for his secretary or something. He thought of getting a dress and I was like er? And he said it was for a dinner AND clubbing. WHICH BY THE WAY I HATE IT SO MUCH! AND PLUS, I'm a GIRL NOT A WOMAN! How the hell should I know? So I suggested him to get heels or er shawl or er scarf? OK bad idea. What? I'm a sucker myself to get a present. Oh er, Lipgloss and MakeUp's present! =P So he wanted me to tag along . Ok SO MUCH for "Don't talk to strangers" policy. Then I was like sorry my mom's waiting for me. And he said "Oh then its ok, thanks though." So all is well. Told my mom about it in the car, being a typical mother, she said better be careful next time, people can't be trusted these days. Thanks for the lesson 101 today MOM! =)

So people, sorry to keep you reading. And I hoped I made your skipping lines habit better. ;D Or rather trying to help you overcome that because it wouldn't come in handy when it comes to textbooks! Ok you're going to kill me someday for these draggy posts and you might stop visiting. So well, gotta go and strain my eyes dry on hot chicks! Er on TV. Don't get me wrong. I'm perfectly straight! And currently not interested in dating. I think that's too much information, and you probably don't even care. Cheers!