Thursday, March 20, 2008

Changing colors,

Here's the thing, I've been using my trusty mouse because I think that the laptop's mouse sensor is so melecehkan. But then I stopped using my mouse for well, a couple of weeks since I had no space for the mouse on the little table downstairs. And so it has been like that ever since, until today.

I transfered my laptop back to my room, with the wireless and all. Makes life easier don't you think? Then I decided to plug my mouse back. Oh how strange the feeling was.

You know, they said that changes are hard to adapt to. You get used to the stuffs you go through everyday. They become apart of your life. No matter how dear it was to you before, but after some time, you change your routine. Bit by bit, you know its a little hard to adapt to.

Maybe you would go phases like me, where you can't let the old routines go. But after some time the obsession of letting go outgrow the real feeling of lost. Then you would think that it is not so bad after all.

The funny thing is, you know you would want to go the same phases you went through before.
But when you have the chance to, you would have these weird feelings. A sense of awkwardness.

It's like meeting some old pals that you use to laugh and scream with. But several months later, when all of you have different lives, you miss that little shared interest. You tend to get lost for words for the next topic.

Sometimes, silence. Trying hard to dig inside your head for a common ground.

Hee. Changes.

Btw, what do all the people that sing "Everybody's changing" actually trying to say?

Okay, macam shallow je bunyi nya. Assignments, cheers!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

change's just plain bitchy. can't be stuffed about it.